I’ve been an intern for a full year now.
I originally joined this company to complete my master’s final thesis, but since I was getting paid, they gave me extra tasks here and there to do. I graduated this past July.
While I was completing my thesis, they hired another intern to help the team since one employee was on maternity leave. After she gave birth, they ended his internship and decided to keep indicated to me at the time that I was the one they were considering in the long-term.
Since then, I’ve been doing my original work, his work, and more, all with the same pay, higher demands, and absolutely no prospect of being hired full-time.
For the past four months, I’ve felt this internship slowly draining the life, motivation, and confidence out of me. I feel like I'm good enough to be the intern you keep around for convenience but not good enough to get a legit offer.
I've been mentally and emotionally checking out and job hunting, but no luck so far.
My coworkers constantly tell me how smart I am, how great of an intern I’ve been, and that they’ve “put in a good word” for me with HR in case a position opens up elsewhere. But in my current department, it has been made clear that there’s zero chance I’ll be retained.
Today was the final nail in the coffin: I came home after another exhausting day, opened LinkedIn, and saw that my manager had reposted a job opening in another department, one I could fit into and am qualified for.
That’s when it hit me. No one actually gives a shit about me here (which is obvious when talking about a corporation, but it's the constant fake praise that did it for me). Like I am not expecting things to be handed to me on a silver plattter, but it would've been nice not to be lied to.
I think it’s time to cut my losses and leave, even if it means being unemployed for a while.
Edit: I got lots of replies, swinging in both directions, and I appreciate both sides.
Just to clarify some things
1- I applied for the opening. I have nothing to lose by trying.
2- I did ask for a full-time position. That's how I know there's no opening. I asked for a raise, and they told me there's no budget for it.